What do I want?

Another Death

3 years ago, daddy passed away...
Several months back, a friend's father passed...
Just yesterday, one of my best friend lost her mom =(

Every time I hear of a close friend losing someone, especially a parent, my heart will start to beat faster, and I get into this panicky mode that makes me want to fly over to wherever they are and give them a super big hug that will squeeze away all the sorrow and provide some warmth and comfort, however little it may be, without saying a word. It's impossible to do that, I know. So I grab the nearest huggable thing I can find. It takes a while to calm myself down. I guess it just brings back certain feelings that I try so hard to bury.

It's going to be exactly 3 years in 2 days. A lot has changed since, and we are adapting in various ways. I think I can safely say that we're doing pretty good so far, and I hope it will continue to be good. For all those who have lost someone, it is important to know that things will be ok =) There's always someone out there who cares ♥ Be strong!

p.s. Daddy, if you are looking over me...please let me find an awesome job soon XD

Just My Luck!

My driving licence had expired for more than 3 months without me realizing it.

It was just my luck that there was a roadblock near my house on New Year's.
It was just my luck that I got asked to pull over.
It was just my luck that it was the first time I was going to get a summon.
It was just my luck that he was a young police officer.
It was just my luck that he might have been trying to flirt.
It was just my luck that acting like a stupid bimbo and begging worked in my favor.
It was just my luck that I didn't drink a lot.
It was just my luck that Bibi was with me.
It was just my luck that Bibi's brother happens to be a traffic police.
It was just my luck that the police officer didn't issued me a summon.
It was just my luck that the police officer didn't ask for a bribe either.

I've used up my year's worth of luck within the first few hours of 2012 -_-''

It's beginning to look a lot like Christmas

Christmas is one of my favorite festive season even though I'm not a Christian and don't really celebrate it as it's suppose to be *haha* Maybe it sort of marks the end of a year, and that a new one is going to begin soon; or simply an excuse to drink, party and just chill with friends =P I'm in an extremely Christmassy mood today so I've decided to share my Christmas songs for this year =)

Hope you guys like it and a very Merry Christmas to you all!! ^_^ ♥

My Christmas wish this year is...
not for a white Christmas,
but a simple and warm heartfelt Christmas =)

The Invisible Boundary

It exists, there's no denying it.

We danced dangerously close,

but always cautious never to cross over.

At the breaching point,

awaits unknown consequences.

The invisible boundary,

keeps us safe.

picture from I'm Katt, me0w!