Another Death

3 years ago, daddy passed away...
Several months back, a friend's father passed...
Just yesterday, one of my best friend lost her mom =(

Every time I hear of a close friend losing someone, especially a parent, my heart will start to beat faster, and I get into this panicky mode that makes me want to fly over to wherever they are and give them a super big hug that will squeeze away all the sorrow and provide some warmth and comfort, however little it may be, without saying a word. It's impossible to do that, I know. So I grab the nearest huggable thing I can find. It takes a while to calm myself down. I guess it just brings back certain feelings that I try so hard to bury.

It's going to be exactly 3 years in 2 days. A lot has changed since, and we are adapting in various ways. I think I can safely say that we're doing pretty good so far, and I hope it will continue to be good. For all those who have lost someone, it is important to know that things will be ok =) There's always someone out there who cares ♥ Be strong!

p.s. Daddy, if you are looking over me...please let me find an awesome job soon XD

Just My Luck!

My driving licence had expired for more than 3 months without me realizing it.

It was just my luck that there was a roadblock near my house on New Year's.
It was just my luck that I got asked to pull over.
It was just my luck that it was the first time I was going to get a summon.
It was just my luck that he was a young police officer.
It was just my luck that he might have been trying to flirt.
It was just my luck that acting like a stupid bimbo and begging worked in my favor.
It was just my luck that I didn't drink a lot.
It was just my luck that Bibi was with me.
It was just my luck that Bibi's brother happens to be a traffic police.
It was just my luck that the police officer didn't issued me a summon.
It was just my luck that the police officer didn't ask for a bribe either.

I've used up my year's worth of luck within the first few hours of 2012 -_-''