不应该说的事

名知道不应该说的，
但是忍不住还是说了出来。
说了就代表承认，
承认了就会有期望，
有期望就会失望，
失望就会受伤。
=(

有点害怕会旧戏重演，
但只能够怪自己。
真是自讨苦吃。
>_<

该怎么办呢？

也许想太多了...
也许只是累了...
有时候真的是不知道比较好...






看得懂的不要问，
看不懂的不该懂。
把感受写出来后觉得好一些 =)

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After browsing 200 pages of icanread I still can't find what I want. Maybe it is in the remaining 125 pages, but I'm too tired to go through them today. I give up, for now. Maybe I just don't know what I want, that's why I can't find it. I will continue searching, maybe tomorrow, or the day after, or the day after that...when I'm free...hopefully I will find what I want, or I will just make my own.

This is here because
I JUST NEED SOME COLORS IN THIS POST

Updates:
I couldn't wait until I'm free, so I continued searching...read here for more.