Thursday, September 30, 2010

不应该说的事

名知道不应该说的,
但是忍不住还是说了出来。
说了就代表承认,
承认了就会有期望,
有期望就会失望,
失望就会受伤。
=(

有点害怕会旧戏重演,
但只能够怪自己。
真是自讨苦吃。
>_<

该怎么办呢?

也许想太多了...
也许只是累了...
有时候真的是不知道比较好...






看得懂的不要问,
看不懂的不该懂。
把感受写出来后觉得好一些 =)



After browsing 200 pages of icanread I still can't find what I want. Maybe it is in the remaining 125 pages, but I'm too tired to go through them today. I give up, for now. Maybe I just don't know what I want, that's why I can't find it. I will continue searching, maybe tomorrow, or the day after, or the day after that...when I'm free...hopefully I will find what I want, or I will just make my own.


This is here because
I JUST NEED SOME COLORS IN THIS POST



Updates:
I couldn't wait until I'm free, so I continued searching...read
here for more.

Sunday, September 19, 2010

Première la Poussière de Diamants

















Saturday, September 18, 2010

feet in the water...

I got my feet in the water...


...and I was drifting away like a drop in the ocean.


I don't know why I kept thinking that Michelle Branch's "Drop in the Ocean" has the word 'feet' in it =S I even thought the lyrics was something like "I dropped my feet into the water/ocean" -_-''

Thursday, September 16, 2010

Four SAWsome people saw six SAWs in a row

I really don't have the mood to do my Organizational Psychology assignment due next week, which I actually should start doing because I won't have much of the weekend to do, but I just really don't feel like doing it now so here I am procrastinating by writing about my SAWsome Hari Raya Puasa.



Instead of going for people's open-house on Hari Raya Puasa this year,
four brave souls locked themselves up and watched ALL SIX SAWs straight in a row!!


~INTRODUCING THE FOUR SURVIVORS~
*drum roll*

VIRAN the imitator of the sick voice and laugh *hehehehe*
BRIAN the host with his stupid "PIG!" scares -_-''
BRANDON the one afraid of the puppet =P
ME the one afraid of the pig >_<

We were all stuck on the couch from 11am to 11pm.
There was however an intruder that came when SAW II started.


WENG HOWE the squeamish one who came and left.
The Domino's deliveryman also came around the same time
because we just couldn't be bothered to go out for lunch.


We were all feeling very smug about our six SAW accomplishment.


Thanks like AGAIN *haha* for the SUPER DUPER belated birthday present ^_^


I CAN'T WAIT FOR THE FINAL SAW!!!
We have to finish what we started!


photos by Brian the pig

Monday, September 13, 2010

Talentime


I finally got to watch Talentime, another one of Yasmin Ahmad's movies. I actually skipped my Cognitive & Social Psychology lecture last Tuesday so I can watch the movie =P It was TOTALLY WORTH IT! It wasn't like I was going to learn anything useful in Dr. Tam's class anyway -_-''

Judging from the trailers shown on TV, I've always thought that Talentime was some sort of a comedy. Who knew it would turn out to be about love and death, or that was what I thought anyway. The movie had a morbid tinge to it. I guess with Melur's poems and the deaths, it is hard not to feel the morbidity of it all.

Despite all the darkness and despair, the movie managed to really touch me deep inside. Mukhsin had previously squeeze one tear out of me, but Talentime was totally another different story. I tried to hold back the tears but they just kept coming, so I gave up and let them fall. Thank god the lecture theatre was really dark, but I think the few people who were there all knew I was crying. Evelyn was totally making fun of me after the movie -_-'' Funny how I reacted so emotionally to a movie I couldn't understand much because half of it was in Tamil/Hindi and there were no subtitles. Maybe it reminded me of daddy. It made me miss him. Is it normal to still miss him? Or should he just be remembered but not missed? I really don't know the answers to those questions, but I guess I still miss him subconsciously all the time. The emotions just like to present itself during touching movies. I never used to cry during movies, and I don't really like the fact that I will now sometime cry, but I guess it is a good way of releasing my bottled up emotions.



The part where Melur couldn't sing started it all, but this part was the one that kept it going T^T



Love how this song managed to evoke so many different kinds of feelings in different context.



Here's something cheerier to end the post =)


p.s. I was in the same high school as Mahesh and didn't even know he acted in the movie till Davina told me about it XD

Saturday, September 11, 2010

Makan Road Trip to Malacca

Once upon a time on Merdeka Day, 7 patriotic psychotic girls decided to go on a road trip to one of Malaysia's world heritage city — Malacca. They persisted on going despite warnings and signs of the evil balik kampung traffic.


The mini blue and red car started their journey early in the morning in hope that they will beat the evil traffic jam. In case you can't tell from the picture, yours truly was the Queen of Backseat in the blue car *muahahahaha*


The drive to Malacca was a rather perilous one with 'Faithful' Jeanette and SS Veronica driving even though the evil traffic jam did not show itself. Thankfully we reached Malacca in one piece *phew* And it was time to let the FPS (Food Positioning System) do its job since none of us are local XD


Our first destination was Donald & Lily the Nyonya restaurant. I thought I was in for a gastronomic treat since it was said to offer the best, but the mee siam, nyonya laksa and ayam pongteh did not even meet my basic requirement. No doubt just a tourist caterer.


For dessert, we headed to Jonker88 for cendol. I got the Eight Precious Cendol with everything in it *muahahahaha* I totally love the thick gula melaka but it sort of covered the taste of the coconut milk. I also didn't like the nutmeg and this other thing they put in it because it made the cendol taste a bit weird =S All that said, it was so much better than what we had over at Donald & Lily even though it was yet another tourist caterer. The shop's decor was also much nicer, maybe because of the lighting and the fact that they actually bother cleaning the decors once in a while.


The time came to walk around and camwhore, and to digest a little before we continue on our mission to eat =P We actually ended up walking past this one particular street like three or four times *LOL*


Only the masters of camwhores can think of doing it in front of the public toilet.


The day when the Queen of Backseat was also crowned the Queen of Imitation.


The rest camwhoring in the pretty Sweet Summer Cottage Handmade Soap shop...


...while I went to sniff every possible soap I can find in the shop *LOL*

I got the chamomile and chrysanthemum one in the end because the auntie at the shop was nice enough to sell me and Veronica the supposedly not-for-sale chrysanthemum soap ^_^


Sun Mei: *wei* You guys want 鸡蛋冰 or not?
Audrey and I: Huh? What 鸡蛋冰? Like egg-flavored ice?? =S
Sun Mei: No lar, like ice in the shape of an egg.
Audrey and I: *ohh~* XD


All 7 in the picture.
The Queen of Camwhore got skills!


Since the FPS was meant for locating food, we had a hard time navigating it to make it show us the way to where the Malacca Maritime Museum was on the other side of the river because we didn't know the road's name or what it was called at that time. It wasn't like we wanted to visit the museum, someone (I think it was Jeanette or maybe it was Sun Mei??) just thought it was a nice place to camwhore XD

We found our way there in the end by searching for Stadthuys assuming the museum would be somewhere nearby. I didn't know the red building was called Statdhuys because I've always thought that whole place is called A Famosa, which is actually a totally different place -_-'' I know my history/geography just rocks! XD

After trying so hard to find the way there and found parking, we decided not to go down because everyone was too hungry to walk in the hot sun. All of us skipped lunch because for some unexplained reason, nobody wanted to eat the chicken rice ball Malacca is known for *LOL*


This became our lunch instead ^_^

Thanks to Veronica and her awesome sense of direction, we managed to find the Nadeje Patisserie Cafe at Plaza Mahkota since the one shown by the FPS was in Dataran Pahlawan Melaka Megamall and there were no more parking when we got there. For a moment I thought I was really not going to get my mille crêpe that I've been longing for since I found out about their existence =3

We got 7 different mille crêpes: chocolate, original, cheese (voted the most jelak of them all), mango yoghurt, berry-berry strawberry, double chocolate and coffee (all in order of my preference). The double chocolate really wasn't that nice, I was totally surprised at the difference between the chocolate and the double chocolate mille crêpe. It should actually be ranked the last along with the coffee one, but I'm just being a little bias =P Nontheless, I was totally in heaven~ I was stuffed so full of mille crêpe in the end because the rest got jelak after only halfway through. I really tried my best, but I could only finish off the chocolate, original, cheese and mango yoghurt (my top four preference ^_^). I would have finished off the berry-berry strawberry as well if my stomach didn't feel like it was going to burst >_<


Since we had Ah-Ma (阿妈) Jaime along with us, we were dragged to Tan Kim Hock (陈金福) to do some shopping. It is such an Ah-Ma thing to do =.= but I got to buy the satay shrimps that I haven't had for ages so I guess I shouldn't complain and be grateful to our lovely Ah-Ma =)


We stopped by Seremban on the way back to buy siew pao (烧包). We didn't know which shop was the famous one, so we randomly picked one of the shop from the FPS list XD It turned out to be not bad. Kudos to the FPS *LOL*


To substitute the satay celup that we didn't get to eat in Malacca (I was actually a bit disappointed because I've never tried it before), we had Kajang satay instead at Sate Kajang Haji Samuri. It was the biggest satay shop I've ever been to, like SERIOUSLY HUGE! The shop area was already really BIG and they had TWO FLOORS!!! Their satay was quite nice I guess, and their peanut sauce was good too. I love how they have the chili thing to add to the peanut sauce as not all satay shops have them. Another thing I really like about the place is that they have RABBIT SATAY!! ^_^ I haven't had rabbit satay since Satay Zul in Kuantan, and that was like a REALLY REALLY long time ago. I wanted to order their venison satay as well, but they ran out, so I only got the rabbit one *sigh*


I was the only one who ate the rabbit satay, hence was labelled the 'Rabbit Killer' -_-''

A big THANK YOU to all the drivers that day. I am so glad I didn't have to drive *hehe* Even Sun Mei drove, and Evie would have been one of the drivers as well if Veronica wasn't so paranoid about her being drunk the night before -_-'' Must also thank Ah-Ma's friend (whoever s/he is) for the FPS =)


Last but not least, in fact the most important! Thank you Ah-Ma Jaime and Sunny Sun Mei for always bringing your camera everywhere we go =) All photos above are taken by either one of their cameras.

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

Step Up 3 please step aside for Inception


A total EPIC MINDFUCKER!

I'm so glad that Inception was still being screened at the cinema when I finally decided to go and watch it. My brother and I were so mindfucked after the movie that we kind of forgot where we parked the car. I'm so getting the DVD so I can watch it again to catch everything else that I missed the first time around. Seriously a must watched for all those who likes to get their mind screwed over. I actually had some trouble sleeping that night after watching the movie because it just really messes with your head. Who is to say what is real and what is not?


The choreography and dances were AWESOME as usual. And Rick Malambri is HOT! HOT! HOT! But the storyline was just really not up to par with the first two. The fact that Nike's product placement was made SO obvious did not add to my liking either. Even the poster has the Nike shoes on it man -_-'' Nonetheless ♫ it made me feel like dancing, I want to dance the night away~ ♫

Monday, September 6, 2010

Little Angels at Petrosains

Trip to Petrosains with the kids from Angel's Home.


We visited them at their home last semester,
and they were coincidentally scheduled for a drama shoot.
This time around, we brought them out for a mini day trip ^_^


We took the Putra LRT to KLCC
while the kids ride in their own special van.


We stuffed the kids with Ramly Burgers again.


Michelle, Esther and Samantha before I joined them.
I totally forgot their names from the previous visit,
and was really surprised that Samantha remembered mine.

She "bullied" me throughout lunch,
just like she did during our previous visit to the home
and I joked that I didn't want to pair up with her because of that.


I guessed the girls took my joke seriously,
and I ended up pairing with Michelle.

Even though we had a great time,
I felt really bad for not going with Samantha,
especially after knowing a little more about her situation =(
I really hope she had an awesome time with the others,
though I felt her attitude towards me had sort of changed when I tried to talk to her again =(
I'm so sorry Sam...and we don't even have a picture together =(


It was actually my first time ever at Petrosains,
so I was naturally really excited and curious about everything =P


Some others on the other hand
clearly had better things to do *LOL*


This is by far the coolest picture taken from the trip!
I didn't even know such place existed till I saw this.
I totally missed it >_< along with a lot of other stuff actually
because we ran out of time and the kids had to go =(

Anyway, it was a really fun and meaningful day.
It always feels good to do something for others =)


We had more than enough photographers for that day.
There were 7 cameras in total if I'm not mistaken, 3 of them being DSLRs XD
But all photos above are from these three people...

Brian, Qisthina and Richard

I wanted to steal some pictures from Viran too,
but he's taking too long to upload them so too bad.

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